I`m leaving tonight *hums*

Tonight, at 5am, I`ll be heading towards the airport to start my journey towards Wolverhampton.

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Ok…I once again failed to keep this site updated

I`m leaving for England the 7th of September so I`m using all the time I have to arrange some last minute things and to spend some last time with my boyfriend, family and friends.

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Back from Rome!

I returned from a trip to Rome with my boyfriend two days ago, and it was amazing!

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Archive for March, 2010

15
Mar

FIFO..LRU…WTF…?!

Posted by Bernadet

Today I went to school four hours early, all motivated to finish my homework for this week. I, as always, ended being distracted and just staring at my text book. They wanted me to make a program which would simulate a FIFO and LRU algorithm. Well, anyone who knows me knows I despise maths so the moment I read the word algorithm I pretty much gave up.

Hours later, I suddenly saw the light and figured out how to do the FIFO thing (or at least…it looks like it`s working :P ), but since it was 10 pm when I figured it out it was too late to fix the LRU. So I still haven`t finished my homework *sigh* But at least I`m getting there!

Early this evening I completely crashed in the kitchen when thinking about how awful I`ve been doing at school lately (well, really I haven`t but as I said before… combination of fear to fail and perfectionism makes me messed up) and I sulked for quite a while but then my dad and cat came to give me a hug and tell me that I rocked, and that they wouldn`t mind the slightest bit if I had to retake some classes. I love them <3<3<3

I tried to do some more art too, but I miserably failed.

Ah well, you`ll see more of me soon *hugs*
-Bernadet

P.s. I`m going on a date tomorrow *squeals*

14
Mar

Ugh

Posted by Bernadet

I`m seriously considering to join the leaving-members-bandwagon and leave lotrplaza, since some seriously questionable decisions seem to be made there lately. Members who work hard (which doesn`t include me anymore :P ) get ignored and members who doesn`t seem significant in any way get promoted. It`s weird, and I haven`t met a single member who didn`t think something weird was going on behind the scenes there. Ah well, since we can`t watch behind the scenes we`ll never know :P

School`s still killing me by the way! Because of my awful combination of perfectionism and the fear to fail I get stressed whenever something doesn`t go according to plan….and things haven`t been going according to plan lately. I really need a hug and some happiness in my life now!

kthnxbye

13
Mar

New clothes ftw!

Posted by Bernadet

We have this business interview at school next week for which we need to dress formal. Now I do ofcourse have formal clothes but I couldn`t resist this opportunity to go shopping with my parents and receive new clothes. Unfortunately, it took a lot longer than expected because of my horrible body type.

Seriously, my hips-to-waist ratio is insane, my hips are way too big for my waist. Whenever something fits on my hips it`s about 3 sizes too big on my waist, and when something fits on my waist it`s about 3 sizes too small on my hips. It makes me pout, I wish I was normal and pretty *goes emo*

But after a long search I found a skirt which fit my hips and was only slightly too big on my waist (I usually wear skirts which close at the waist and are loose from this point on to avoid the issue all-together but that`s not a good business look) and a cute blouse. So I`m a happy bunny now.

Picture0059 New clothes ftw!

I also made some new art stuff. A baby which is too creepy to show so I won`t but you can see it in on the digital art page (for now, until it freaks me out too much), a girl and some cutesie animals. Here are the girls and the animals:

41 watermark 320x240 posergirl2 New clothes ftw!
38 watermark 320x240 elephaunt2 New clothes ftw!
40 watermark 320x240 zebra2 New clothes ftw!
39 watermark 320x240 rhino2 New clothes ftw!

12
Mar

Hacked

Posted by Bernadet

Hey everyone!

It really sucks but Kawaiipixel has been hacked a day ago. They didn`t change anything but they tried to attack other sites through this domain. If anything malicious was done to you through this domain, I do apologize. They had changed my password but my host was able to resend it to me and I quickly changed my password. I hope no more trouble will be caused, especially since my host told me my domain will be suspended if it happens again.

I also had to immediately delete my subdomains, since I was attacked from one of them. So I`m so so so so terribly sorry hostees that your sites were deleted. Most of you weren`t around anymore but I know how awful it is to lose your site, but we couldn`t risk to let the site open to any more attacks.

*hugs*

02
Mar

Lucius and Eric

Posted by Bernadet

Ohai! Just poppin` in here to show you the new drawings I made. This time I tried my two favourite deliciously evil characters. Or..maybe just delicious *insert eyebrow smiley here*

Anywayy…Lucius Malfoy (Harry Potter) and Eric Northman (Southern Vampire Mysteries/True Blood). Yes..I have a serious thing for long blonde hair on guys, I just can`t resist it *g*

Lucius:

34  320x240 lucius1 Lucius and Eric
35  320x240 lucius3 Lucius and Eric

Eric:
32  320x240 eric1 Lucius and Eric
33  320x240 eric3 Lucius and Eric